Sunday, March 1, 2015

March Madness and Laying It on the Line

March Madness is here and to celebrate, I'm dumping. No skatoles, or basketballs, I promise. Just important information that's rattling around my head.

1)      Edits are moving forward on Blessed Are The Peace Makers – Coming Home (that's what I'm calling Book One for now). As of last night it's about one-third complete.

2)      Book Two (yet untitled) still percolates. Sitting at 52Kish it’s about half written.

3)      Recently, while soul-searching yet again, this time questioning my literary dedication, not just to writing, but to seeing my works complete and out there for others to read, I came to a realization. All I need are three things - commitment, a plan, and time to do it.

4)      So I committed. I will spend at least 24 hours a week editing, writing, doing research, whatever it takes to bring these books** to publication and distribution.

5)      In 1994, I gave up a good-paying career to be a full-time chiropractic student. At 31 hours a week butt-in-class, plus countless more spent memorizing every bone, muscle, tendon, ligament, organ, system, medical term/history/failure, microbiology, macrobiology, histology, x-ray techniques and interpretation, adjusting techniques, anatomy, physiology, the-list-goes-on-and-onomy, I knew chunks of my time would have to be reallocated. Though the decision was difficult, I gave up television and the daily newspaper, graduated summa-cum-laude four years later, and never looked back. (Well maybe there was an occasional Seinfeld or Friends episode.)

6)      During this current existential exploration, it occurs to me that my situation today is not dissimilar to 1994, and in order to pay my bills AND bring these works to distribution, it would be logical (thank you, Spock) to repeat those success behaviors. SO...

Goodbye dear Spock, RIP Leonard Nimoy

7)      I must choose again - with heavy heart. After work (because I ditched cable years ago), rather than melting in front of mindless Netflix reruns and HuluPlus commercials, I will turn to my manuscript. Or blog. Or read your blogs. Or research. The pursuits that feed my writer-soul and move my works to fruition.

8)      Yes! You heard it here. I said it out loud. This evening recliner-slug is selling her recliners and giving up HuluPlus (goodbye insufferable commercials) and Netflix in favor of her literary aspirations. No, I haven’t cancelled them yet (the decision is fresh), but I will. This week. Before my paid-month runs out.

9)      You may also see less of me on Facebook. Or more. Depending on how a side-project* shapes up.

10)    And finally, a big shout-out to Andrew T. Post (one of my earliest Blogger buddy/writer friends). for mentioning on Facebook his new practice of tracking his daily writing productivity. That fell on fertile ground and inspired me to do the same.

11)  Last week I began tracking my own productivity, at first by hand, which was satisfying, but I kept having to dig for the infernal notebook, and once beside my laptop it became a coaster, collecting spilled crumbs and tea stains.

11)   This week I started an Excel spreadsheet. It’s even more satisfying, and ever-handy. You'll likely be hearing more about it.

12)  All this fueled both forward-motion and a sharper focus on the prize, plus it's given me concrete and useful data on my progress. For instance, this week I’ve invested 19 1/2  hours completing edits on five chapters (totaling thirty-three pages) and cutting 788 unnecessary words.

Is it working? Feels like it. Time will tell.

That’s good enough for me.

 ~ Olivia J. Herrell

*I’m toying with revamping or rebranding (or both) That Rebel, focusing more on issues we face on a day-to-day basis, similar to many past posts: social and cultural anthropological issues as relates to life through my particular lens/voice).

**Not just the Peace Makers trilogy, but also the abandoned women’s-fic novella Churches, Chickens and Chi-Chi’s and children’s book series Frank & Ernie Find Home.

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

Walk Away

Some days the words aren’t there.
Nor will they come.
Not new shiny ones.
Nor old standbys.
Nothing.
Not. One.
Stinking. Word.
Those days, it’s best not to try.
Prose falls flat.
Edits make murk.
So don’t.
Go there.
Walk away.

~ Olivia J. Herrell

And here to concur are Joe Walsh and the James Gang performing the quintessential Walk Away:


 

Thursday, January 1, 2015

Welcome to 2015 - Year Eight


Welcome to the new year 2015, excitement is in the air! Numerologically, it's an eight year for me, which means:

THE SKY IS THE LIMIT!!

So look up, fellow Rebels, I'll be breaking out this year! What will that look like? Oh, I don't know. But I've decided to GO BOLD and THINK BIG!

How about:
  •  A six-figure, multi-book deal!
  • Travel to exotic (and not-so) places, spurring the birth of a travel b/v/log by yours truly!
  •  Exponential growth for me as a writer, as a human be-ing, and as an emerging voice for the people!
Courtesy: sylvester-neujahr

Whoa. As I wrote that last bullet, the beginning strains of Stairway to Heaven played on Pandora, giving me confirmative goose bumps. After all, it is my anthem. And apropos.

For these past five years, life has been (varying degrees of) tough, but I can see now through the lens of 2015 that I that am being transformed, shaped in to something different, something new, something exciting. Something scary to comprehend. For me.

For too long, I've hidden behind convention and restraint-of-tongue, rather than speak out on many issues. Call it paper-thin skin or an over-developed lizard-brain, but the fear of being condemned makes me tremble at the first sign of opposition, then I beat a hasty retreat.

But hey. God is in charge here. Not me. So I will take advantage of this year-eight energy to keep showing up, and let Him take care of the fear, thin-skin, lizard brain, conflict rest.

Oh yeah. Lest I forget, here's one more biggie for my bullet list:
  • A life partner to gallivant about with!
What will your 2015 look like?

~ Olivia J. Herrell

P.S. Click here to calculate your own year number and get your related energetic "meaning" for your life and for 2015.
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